Vertical Divider
If there’s life after death, it isn’t the body I’d want, which after all is a rather shoddy container. I’d want to come back as pure voice. I’d want to tell of this beach before the turtles confused the porch lights for moons as they hurtled ashore to lay their eggs. I wouldn’t point an accusing finger. I just want the record straight, to tell how black skimmers in sinuous hordes turned in the sky like pages of print; how they strained the sea, their lower mandibles seining for fish. That the snowy plovers took flight in waves of applause, their wings beating so fast they seemed to pause, strobe-lit. I’d tell how the sea relents in early spring, exposing the muck where creatures spend themselves in extravagant numbers—fighting conchs hopping like slow rabbits in search of a mate on their singular black feet; Atlantic cockles in spate, their speckled mantles like pink tongues on which they twirl and fall through the inch-deep surf in a ritual dance. And skates dragging a scarf through the shallows as their wingtips and eye ridges froth the water to tulle. And horse conchs, with their glossy orange lips cartwheeling over the sand bar, heroic as salmon swimming upstream. Then the water stood still—limpid, glassed out, afloat with ripe coconuts and mangrove pods, those brown-tipped exclamations, each an infant tree that accretes an island if given a toehold. For weeks the tides lay like a blanket over freshly laid eggs—the leathery leis of the lightning whelk, the castanets of conchs with dozens of baby gastropods inside each disk of salty milk. At the end of a month, the water peeled back like bells ringing, and everywhere the egg sacs burst, and tiny offspring poured forth. This was before the beach became a “catcher’s mitt” for trash, before the oil spills and red tides, before the hard corals blanched and died, before the fire sponges rotted in their red glory. If I could come back I’d tell this story and the stories found only in record books: the tarpon reaching twelve feet, the groupers big as cars, cone shells grown heavy as bricks on their packs of poison harpoons. And everywhere the fish, scarce now—mackerel, trout, pompano, drum—so plentiful once they fed us for millennia. I’d send my voice like a whale song into the deep, threading it through turtle grass and sea wrack singing to the soft corals and sea hares, the polychete worms and squid, Come back if you can, come back. ENID SHOMER is the author of four books of poetry and three of fiction, most recently The Twelve Rooms of the Nile, which NPR named one of the six best historical novels of the year. Her poems and stories have appeared in the New Yorker, the Atlantic, Poetry, Best American Poetry, Boulevard, as well as in more than seventy anthologies and textbooks. From 2002 through 2014, she edited the University of Arkansas Poetry Series. In 2013, she received the Lifetime Achievement Award in Writing from the Florida Humanities Council. She lives in Tampa.
|
VOLUME 48.4
This poem was a finalist for our 2014 Auburn Witness Poetry Prize Honoring Jake Adam York. Learn more about our annual contest here.
|
CURRENT ISSUE
|
CONTACT
|
DEPARTMENT OF ENGLISH
|