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I know the hills
must change. I know this because I have seen three decades of diminishment– the pines and beeches replaced– the way made for another bank, a chain restaurant, a golf-course clubhouse where I can hear the scrubbing of silver being polished early in the morning. Even the old hotel, the graying boards and sloped deck, the family name on the hand-carved sign, burned and rebuilt, a little cul-de-sac styled in the name of comfort, and the Holy Dollar by the Committee of False Promises. Stepping through the brown mosses and the first small blossoms wreathing the wash I watch daylight rise over the mountains and float down the surface of a creek into a labyrinth of rhododendron. Because there has to be some drama to “hook the reader” so to speak, the sky is wearing the bloodstained uniform of rebellion. It is March. Almost by surprise daffodils appear, decorated in the yellow flags of their one, simple and useless triumph. They spread out resembling the encampments of exiles who look like they are waiting to go nowhere. And, don’t they make the dead weeds bearable after months of freezing rain and wind? They grow down the ditches into Spruce Pine and Sugargrove, and in the pastures where the newborn cows have yet to graze them, sleeping beside their mothers while their breathing enlarges the cold. They sprout at the turn offs to gravel roads, and at the edge of the closed down Texaco station still advertising $1.15 a gallon and discount tobacco. And yesterday, walking by the cemetery at the Baptist Church I admired the flowers gathered in one corner collecting in the light as if waiting to be placed in memory of the nameless dead. For two weeks they blossomed–the first bright things I didn’t imagine from the dark earth. I think I must have witnessed them so many times only now I see them there in plain sight, out in a land I’ve known most of my life. See how those over there bend lissome in the wind and complete the field? And how even the memory of them is fragrant and sweet. |
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