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When you think of fish, if you think of fish,
do you think of this fish? If so, do you think of a dish of caviar or the Civil War? For me this fish brings to mind an elbow or knee, places we bend where touch is close to the bone. Touch your patella—from the Latin for a “small shallow dish,” and this one upside down and covered, skin over bone plate— you get close to the feel of sturgeon with its rows of scutes (starting more like “skew” than “school” and ending like “boots”), bony plates under their rough brown skin. Since these drab late bloomers don't mate till their teens or even twenties and then only every three years or so, do you think stodgy sturgeon? Do you know our appetites took their generations before they could be? Their roe fed an economy for a time in the late nineteenth century. These somber bottom feeders are long-lived fish. The males live into our middle-age; the females can live to be one hundred and fifty or so —twice our lifetimes. If fish could talk, I would settle in with one of these antique Tennesseans and ask If fish had knees, when you were a fry at your father's how did he explain to you the cries of men at the Battle of Chattanooga, the thud of bodies come to rest, the boot-thump of rough brogans, the report of rifle and cannon fire —Southern men (not bending the knee to keep others in their thrall, claiming generations before they could be, using slave labor to feed the economy) routed on the ridges above your home? What rippled your sky? Did you hear cannon fire for thunderclap and wait for rain? That’s what I would ask, if fish could talk, and I could find one that survived the last century in those Southern waters we dammed and sullied.
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