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I saw only the hint of something godlike, removed from the mineral and green of the yard outside the chapel. The hospital's peeling halls packed with blossoms, as if mold had become seed and everything rancid, fetid, bloomed. I walked into your old room. A rusted frame, the window pane jagged beneath the bolted bars. A sky outside would have been yours before they tore out your eyes. That's what you said, their lightning blazed your body and made the world go dark. The edges dull and then the pills drowned out the sound and then, then, you said, you repeated again and again, then, they took my legs my arms, my mouth, the tongue a rag that absorbed no taste. A life of wasting muscle and teeth turned black from the sugary contra- band your father smuggled in his pockets, doubled by the way you filled your cup with more sugar than tea. You showed me pictures of the day they set you free. You had killed a man, served the rest of your childhood. Four months later, had me. Your burial was early, my freedom late. I fingered the bars, the wet glass tear, and imagined your escape. We were condemned: the building, your body and mine that came of you and some other part. Silence, seeping through. REBECCA MORGAN FRANK’s poetry collection is Little Murders Everywhere. Her poems have appeared in Guernica, Ploughshares, Crazyhorse, The Georgia Review, Prairie Schooner, Poetry Daily, and elsewhere. Her manuscript-in-progress received the Poetry Society of America’s Alice Fay di Castagnola Award in 2010. She teaches at the University of Southern Mississippi's Center for Writers and edits the online magazine Memorious.
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