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Found, new madtom species, 2005. Herein described.
What’s that mad little shadow beneath the riffles that curl in like pockets? Lurks in rock-slab crevice, sinks into its scaleless gossamer skin, seeks not the spotlit surface of silv’ry seens. Its eyes’ coinage the smooth distillate of light that pools at the bottom, it puffs not up its swim bladder— but let us not call it bottom-dweller. Not “it.” You, fish: magician. I’ll call you Noturus crypticus. Distribution: Greene County, Tennessee. Two-mile stretch of Little Chucky Creek, from the mouth of Jackson Branch to the Bible Bridge road crossing. What trick, this evolutionary blip of creation. You've written your existence scriptless among the benthic all these years, carved out a life endemic, your kind in one lone creek-corner of the world's wide waters. Unknown diet, spawning times, predators. What rituals do you enter there, among the Bigeye Chub, Central Stoneroller, Stripetail Darter, Striped Shiner, and Banded Sculpin? What other shadow do you fear, what roils your cold blood an octave? Your barbels skimming gravel, among the soft nymphs of mayflies or armored ones of stone- flies, among the encased wriggling larvae of caddis, what do you delight upon? And what precise tilt of the earth’s axis urges your secret heart to fire and spawn? Can be assumed species nests under stones like all other madtom species, males guarding eggs and larvae three to four weeks. Once spawned—the female having spewed her eggs, male sputtered his seed into each globe (we must guess, based on genus, else what shall we tell of you?)— Mr. Madtom, you build a temple, seal yourself with the eggs, close openings off. Circling inside that crypt of stones, pectoral fins sweeping out like a robe, you supplicate yourself to the slow surge of life. Bend to listen into the translucent orbs. Tending to each as a prayer, you starve yourself and wait while the missus dances her eggless skeleton into ecstasy in the currents; you rest, a cessation— feel those specters of future larvae squirm to come to form. There hidden you dwell: in completion or what subtle action of multiplication. Distinguished from other madtoms (genus Noturus) by anal fin, and by pigmentation. mtDNA showed lineage independence These stones were alchemists three and a half million years ago or who knows when your copper splotches became fused with birch-leaf pigment at the pectoral and dorsal or when your anal fin radiated outward two more rays (eighteen of them) to become three-quarters of a wheel almost spinning from the spine of your tail and when if given the veering chance you might have become the sun itself. Only fourteen specimens collected; none recently found. Last known specimen perished in hatchery aquarium awaiting a mate; intended breeding program failed. You double-helixed stroke of luck, I am losing the use for your name soon after I’ve named you, you cryptic flicker of language. My tongue plies the silence of eons like your dorsal did the bedrock waters. And when did the tense of you shift? (Or has it yet?— foolish hope I hold onto.) Presently, crypticus, you are a screen of smoke at the bottom of the creek behind which lies a vault of silt that is inside a basket of nothing but stones and crawfish or nothing, only rubble. I turn a rock slab over. Like a gray sky it tilts; underneath, there is no trace of a comet.
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